Monday, January 16, 2006

又在玩 hide & seek!

"你走向前 我看不见 你的思念
你和我之间 隔着一条界线 不曾有改变
在爱离开之前 能多苦 能多深 能多甜
距离是你走过我身边"

i'm not going to wait for his call anymore..
i'm not going to wait for his sms anymore..
i know what will happen next.

Today is reali busy.. work is so so so so hectic all the way until 5pm.
After a short chat with him at ard 10+am today, i have to hang up the call cuz i need to rush my work.
At 3pm i checked my hpn.. 3 missed calls.. all by him. Last call 1.45pm.
5.15pm i called his hpn.. ring a few times and was divert to his voicemail.
Good, we are at it again.. playing hide and seek. Our favorite game.
Yes, im sick of this already..
Yes, i purposely missed his calls, i was angry.. with him and myself, and everything.. because he simply can't stop mentioning his gf.. its alwaz his gf this, his gf that.. his gf is so pathetic, so victimised, and so i am not. Period!

Need to sort things out.. the next time i meet him.. i will ask..
i need to know.. what he is thinking.
If he wants to carry on dragging, that's it. I'm out.
TODAY, i have decided.. not to be a reserve player anymore.

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