Long time no see @@

OH my... i realised it has been more than a month ever since i last updated my blog!
How time flies... One day just pass after another..

Working life has been hectic, so hectic that I just wana laze ard whenever i reach home after work.. during weekends, i will just go out for dinner or stay at home to watch TV.. not much energy left to do other stuffs..

I'm still scrapping thru my pay every month.. not enough to use.. not enough to spend.
No amount of scrimping or saving can help, since the food in orchard is really not that cheap.. and each meal costs more than $5 at least.

My throat is feeling funny.. as if something is blocked the air-pipe.
Getting sick again..

GR is having his exam tomoro.. so he has to study hard these few days.. wish that he will pass his exams with flying colors. Now that I'm not studying anymore, i missed the schooling days.. plus the exams.. it's just a different kind of feeling you will never get in the working world.

Ever since i started working, my room can't be any messier and I see it getting worse every day.
But I simply does not have the patience and energy to clean it up. ><"

Xmas is drawing near.. I have taken some nice photos with my new phone..
Pls enjoy.. the lightings of Orchard Road.. oh yah! not to forget the Swaroski Crystal Xmas Tree next to Heeren!

Full Month @ work~

It has been my full month @ work on monday~ payday this friday!
Finally... gota start contributing to the family soon...

Has been busy and tired after starting work.. so tired that I dun even have time to update my blog for more than 2 weeks already.. So much things to say but too tired to recall and type it out..

Work is fine.. colleagues are quite nice.. thou my buyer speaks really loud and she is just sitting behind me so i can hear her screaming everyday... ARGH... doesn't really make my days.. but what to do..?
Bear for as long as I can... Don't ask me if I like my job... cuz i duno.

My Granny has been admitted to the hospital as she has suffered from a stroke while sleeping..
now she is half sided paralysed and is still in a coma..
Has been spending today in CGH.. Hope ah ma recover soon..

It's 10.30pm already and its Hari Raya today!
Selamat Hari Raya to ALL~

Wana Zzz...

Bz Week ahead..

Tomoro will be my official one week of working.. Sighz..
I thought i will enjoy my work, but seems like there are alot of things to clear up after i have taken over the work on thurs.. The gal who left obviously had too much to do.. and even the last minute of her last day, she is still working down her neck..

I think i see my future self in her.. WORRIED! It's not like I have not work in such a Stressful and heavy workload place before.. but now that im in another environment, i have alot of new things to learn.. and my buyer does not have enough time to teach me the steps.. so end up.. i have alot of things waiting for me to do.. but i can't do it becuz i duno how to do..
I wonder is that the phrase whereby every newcomer will encounter..

Last friday, I worked till 7.45pm and still had 30 unread emails in my mailbox! I wonder how I'm going to die tomoro.. and the worse thing is.. i have to go to the Robinsons Orientation from 10-1!! So 3 hours taken away.. I hope i dun have to work extra 3 hours tomoro!

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Yesterday was supposed to be a happy day, since I have planned a whole day of fun-filled activities at Pasir Ris park..
My original plan is to reach Pasir Ris Park at ard 3pm, set up a tent then rent a bicycle to "drive" my doggies around the park.. then start the BBQ at 5+..
End up, it stupidly RAINED and it was a BIG rain!
So when we got to Pasir Ris park at 4+, the whole place was WET!! The ground was wet, and there was wet mud surrounding our BBQ pit.. To make things worse, there were Crows flying around the place and tried to "attack" our food!
After a while of complaining, we decided to set up our BBQ at the pit next to ours, since it is much much cleaner and empty.. After 30 minutes of bbq-ing.. a bunch of teenagers came up to us and told us that that was their pit.. and of course.. we had to vacate the place asap and in embarrassment.. :(
As we were packing up, there came another big rain.. so we quickly run to the nearest pavillion to hide.. The rain stopped in almost 30 minutes and we then shifted to another BBQ pit and managed to set up our BBQ party.. but that place is infested with ants!! Anyway, we managed to BBQ until ard 9+ and later on, we continued the party at my house..

The rain actually spolit the fun of organising a BBQ, but nevertheles.. I had fun!
Thanks to Ru who bought us the ultra-delicious pies.. and nevertheless, thanks to my mum who woke up early yesterday to prepare the things for the BBQ, although i would not call the BBQ event a successful one.
And the "magic show" displayed by Sc was quite entertaining too.. I think they enjoyed it much more than the BBQ session.. and I'm glad the day ended beautifully with laughters and enjoyment from my pals.

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Today's another long day.. I woke up at 11+(due to the late night I had).. and met up with Jo to had lunch at Big Ben's Place for chicken pies.. Then went to Natas fair to see see look look.. GR came very very very late in the evening cuz he had to work.. yes! Even on Sunday!
Luckily the day was not wasted, we managed to book a 8-day tour to Korea for next Jan.. YEAH! Winter Sonata! But i'm still worried cuz I duno if my application for my leave will be successful.. Dun forget my probation is till End-March..

Everyone, Lets work hard! Hope it's another GOOD week ahead!

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Eha, send your mobile number to my email at twinkyangel@hotmail.com, btw that's my msn email as well.

Meet me for lunch at Orchard!

Dear all, my office will be at Orchard Building (the one where California Fitness is situated).. so we could arrange lunch any day.. not sure about my lunch hour thou.. but since its a 9-6, my best guess for lunch will be from 1-2..

I am quite worried about my new job.. no sure about the people working there and the working culture there also.. the senior manager has warned me that it is not a bed of roses.. so im keeping my fingers crossed.

Today's a hot day compared to previous days.. tomoro hope the weather is this good as well, cuz i'm going east coast with Jo.. bringing our precious little doggies!

Need some new clothes for my work.. heard from the HR that there is no "dress down" days in the company.. so everyday have to wear office wear.. sighz.. might as well make us wear uniforms! Even better, i can save money on clothes.

Dream Job? It's here..

Masapig!! U actually had a chance to go for an interview as a PR Marcom??? of my god! that is sooo wonderful loh!! I wonder why i dun get such luck! I have sent out almost >50 resumes on Marcom positions but NONE replied!!! :(

Anyways, Good news here.. I just wnt down Robinsons to sign the appointment letter this afternoon.. YES, I'm going to be an assistant Buyer! Heehee.. Well, the pay is not fantastic, but there are good prospects to the job so I dun really mind.. 6 months of probation might be long, but it is also a good way for me to see if im really suited for the j0b right?!
It's a good thing job search has finally come to an end.. and I'm really dead tired going to interviews and answering the same questions over and over again..

Went to Yen's birthday party last sat.. at East Coast... After that we went for supper, cuz the BBQ was really not satisfying enough for us.. heehee.. we are all Big Fat Pigs.. ok ok.. its me.
Was bitten by the super fat red ants there at East coast, and the swelling is still there at my feet.. every night i wake up from the itch!! Urgh... have to go apply medicine later!

Good luck coming up?

I woke up feeling great today! Duno why.. maybe lady luck is smiling at me?

Went to Robinsons for an interview on tuesday, as an assistant buyer!! Hooray~ Finally i get wee-bit of chance to try my dream job.. The HR lady told me if this round of interview is successful, there will be another interview with the merchandising manager next week. The latest she will call me (if im being shortlisted again), is by next monday. Pray pray pray!! Im so excited now! But dare not pin my hopes too high oso..

Just hope for the best.. if heaven can see, pls help me!

I surfed jobstreet and jobsdb almost everyday, but seems like there is not much suitable jobs for me these few days.. maybe get newspaper later.

I cooked spaghetti last night.. yummy... and im hungry now.
Maybe later go downstairs get some food.. then buy newspaper.
Have to clear up the dust in my room oso.. cannot stand it anymore, have been dusting it but the dust just comes back every 2 days! Apart from the dust, seems like i have alot of shoeboxes, papers, brochures which i duno whether to throw or not.. should I? Should I not?

Trash seems like treasure..

Silly Blogspot!

Yeah.. din't know why blogspot submit thrice on my previous post.. so end up there were repetitions.. anyway, I have deleted the repeated ones.

Another Monday again.. no phone calls again.

Sent out 10 resumes today.. in fact, I will always send out 10 resumes per day of job searching.
Saw Ds yesterday at TPY, he is working for Mediacorp now as a writer and is doing probation job at the Superstar Auditions.. he said "have to do everything, even thou not within my jobscope".. I think thats the way employment works nowadays.. SIGHZ.

Cocoa is at her fur-shredding stage again.. Im starting to find fur on my pillow, my bedsheet, my clothes.. and.. in my mouth! And she is kind of rejecting food again.. have to coax her for very long before she start eating.

Off to my daydreaming.. ...

jobless... again! :P

Maybe u guys might find this amusing.. I quit the job at sunrise! Yes.. after working there for 2 days, i decided i dun want the job.
People have been asking me.. why, why.. WHY?
Here are the reasons:
1) It's an Indian family-owned company.. (What does this imply?)
2) The 2 girls that were leaving told us that the boss SUX! Screams at you in front of everyone.. YES, open doors and not behind close doors!
3) The indians there are racists too.. they treated us 2ndly..
4) Probation is 6 months!! YES 6 months!
5) I have to work on EVERY Sat from 9-1.. & I hate to work on Sats!
6) On my 2nd day of work, I worked till 9pm! SUX!

That's enough reasons for now.. shan't go on.. in case they SUE me! :P

Anyway, the gal who went in together with me decided to quit with me too.. Luckily we have not signed the appointment letter yet!

When God closes all doors, he will open a window! And I'm sure he hasn't closed all doors yet.
As optimistic as I am.. I'm still a little worried.. but I really want a GOOD job.. and not just a job.
Luckily my family understands.. Even my bro said, better dun work under an Indian Boss.

So my job search engine is starting its motor again! Jiayou jiayou jiayou!

Later meeting YB for swim again! keep fit!

*I found a job, alas!*

Thanks Eha, for the encouragement! Wana share a piece of good news; I got 2 job offers!

Actually I have already accepted one this morning.. as a Promo Exec for Yonex and Mikasa, at Sunrise & Co.. Then when I was checking my mail just now, I realised that another company had also forwarded me the appointment letter but the dateline was 27th August, and I din't check my mail for the past few days so i kinda missed the dateline already. Anyways, it is a sales position and the commission package was far better than the promo exec post, but thats not what i reli wana do, so i guess its all fated.

I'm starting work this wednesday, and the office is within walking distance from my house.. Good one right? Keke.. I guess perserverance really does pay off :)
Aza aza fighting!

I found an ulcer close to where my wisdom tooth is currently growing, so i guess that was what that is causing the pain these few days.. its so painful i can't chew anything properly.. but its not stopping me from going to have fun later!

Take care guys!

Job-hunt continues~

Its so terrible to WAIT!! Was at my final interview at Sunrise & Co. yesterday.. and after waiting for like 10 minutes (I was supposed to be there at 11.30am but i was early actually), 2 other girls came into the room.. yeah! Same Room! Btw, I was applying for their Promotions Executive position and I think there were more than 1 vacancy.

Alright.. then we talked to each other and realised that we are supposed to meet the MD for the final interview but none of us can understand why they make us wait in the same room.. After waiting for another 20 minutes or so.. the MD finally came into the room and ask us to intro ourselves, casually. Then he said something like, he will be rushing to Japan tonight and he have no time for us, so have to reschedule the interview to Friday when he's back.. something to add on, he said "If you are here to have fun, then pls leave.. if u reli want a career then I welcome u".. I was like... *WTF

So right now, the only thing is to wait... ... tick tock.. tick tock... tick tock...

oh Eha, u found a job already??? Congrats!!! Hope you start working soon!
Staying at home praying is BORED!

Hope I can get the job at Sunrise too.. Im too mentally tired to continue my job search.. u know.. anticipation can kill!

Looking at myself.. I really dun look like the "unemployed" but why am I one?? I really duno wats gone wrong with my job search.. everything seems unsmooth for me nowadays.. and I start questioning myself.. "WHY?". I have been positive all along but how long more is heaven going to put this test on me? and again.. WHY?.

I'm not the superstitious sort.. but im starting to think whether all these setbacks have been due to my luck.. was it something that i have done? Just really wana take a break to think.. but i just cant.. everybody is concerned about me finding a job.. i think all of them have expectations of me.. and its more dutiful for me to fulfil those expectations.. I mean, I know they are not so worried my financial problem.. its more like, they are worried i might be upset and depressed in the long run. And indeed, it is biting me now.. mom and bro has been saying things like.. "I don't see why u can't get a job!" Well, beats me too.. Im so lost.

Yesterday afternoon was helping WJ at P&G cuz she needs some urgent doc for friday so i went down to help her with it.. she is paying me $8.50 an hour.. not too bad.. i earned $34 yesterday.. The jobs she gave me, actually is for one whole day to complete, but i finished in 4 hours. She said, might need me again on wed or thurs. Been handling too much paper yesterday, i think i have at least 2 cuts on my hands.. yeah.. papercuts.

J & B are going for the SQ walk-in this weekend.. wish them all the best.

Happy National Day, Singapore!!

It's National Day today.. so wish u all the Singaporeans Happy National Day!
Hope you guys will enjoy this one-day holiday and use it well..

My flu-virus doesn't seem keen to go on holiday thou... :(

One nostril blocked ;(

Wonder why the medicine didn't work and my phlegm seems more after I took the cough syrup.
Now i'm one nostril blocked.. have to breathe thru my left nostril... ><

Eha > You are looking for job too? Sighz... heard ppl said the market is good for employment now, but to me it doesn't seem to be the case thou. I think it really depends on our own luck! For some, finding job is a Breeze.. For some, it could take months.. and I think i fall into the later category. Nowadays I dread meeting relatives and friends.. hate the feeling of replying them "I'm STILL looking for a job" upon being asked. Sigh.... Lets work hard together! I'm sure somewhere there're good jobs waiting for us!

Oh yah.. btw, my bf & I dun mind others joining us.. cuz we spend enough time together and "foreign inputs" are welcome.. haha..

Tomoro's our 41st National Day! Happy Birthday Singapore!

Not to forget, today's YW's birthday, and 2 days later is Ru's Bday!! Happy Birthday Everyone!

Im sick SiCk SICK!

Ever since I returned from Genting, have been feeling a little wierd in my throat..
Last friday, the virus finally erupted! Along with the sore throat virus, comes with the good friend virus - FLU. So now im hugging to my tissue pack again, preparing for any mucus leaking! Haven been breathing in good air for long.. my nostrils are STUCK!

Had a funny dream last night! Ah bi went "gai gai" with a few fellow dogs, and when she came home, she only had one eye! Oh my god! I remembered i was so stunned i faster run to my mum and told her about it.. then the next moment.. I'm awaken by the morning sun already.

Yesterday went to JAL for my 2nd interview.. STRESS this time.. cuz there were 7 people in the room, 5 main interviewers and 2 observers! We went in as group of 4.. and me.. again.. is the first to intro! Dammit. When i smiled, i can feel my cheeks twitching.. just like those obasans who went for botox injections on their face. As stiff as rock. Tried to concentrate while the rest of the group is speaking.. but my throat keeps getting itchy so i had no choice but to cough like a mosquito in the room. they might have seen what i was doing cuz i saw a few of them looking at me.. BOO. After the interview, we went into another room to do the scar check one by one. When they were checking on my wrist, i was like "oh shit!" cuz i had a few mosquitobite scars and a mini scar near my wrist (not suicidal!!) caused by Cocoa! I think they must have mistaken the scar for a suicidal one.. lol.

YB is jio-ing for a swimming session tomoro.. later asked GR see if he is interested.. YB says after that can go billard too! but i duno how to play.... .... :(

And know what? That day saw M on line then she told me that Poh is back to Scotland.. and I was like.. "Oh yah huh!! We are already in August now!" Soooooo Sorry Poh.. forgotten all about the meeting up cuz have been busy last few weeks and moreover i went to Genting late July so forgotten all about U, when i came back u were gone! Guess I would have to save up and see u in Glasgow someday.

*sneeze sneeze sneeze
(is poh scolding me? lol)

triple attack again.. better go get some rest. U ppl ought to drink more water, else end up like me... take care~

Back from Genting & JAL interview!

Hey hey people~

I'm back last saturday, but forgot to update my blog until today then i remembered, OH YAH I STILL HAVE A BLOG! keke.. ..

Genting was ok, with 2 days rainy out of 3. We went down to Genting on the 2nd day, and the cab fare costs RM65 for going down and RM75 for going up! DUH.. I felt like we are 4 carrot heads that are there to be chopped. Just my 2cents worth, next time u guys better take the shuttle bus from the first world bus terminal.. the down trip oni costs RM7+, duno about the up trip thou.. but i guess should be ard the same price. Taking Cab means transforming urselves into carrot heads!

KL things are the same as what we have here, so din't buy anything at all.. I almost won RM50 at the jackpot.. but lost it all again. Anyways its just for the kick of it, so doesn't matter.. I dun believe in Gambling anyways.

As for the JAL interview, I managed turn up for the sunday interview at JAL and they let me in too.. And!! I am so lucky, i managed to get thru the 1st interview and the next one is this coming sunday.. Heehee... Yeah.. competition was very strong in my group of 5, with me, there were a current Tiger Airway crew, an ex-emirates crew, a japanese-speaking Japanese Company Personal Assistant and a potential SQ crew who made it thru all the rounds in SQ but was rejected in the end because of qualifications.

Well, I did not pin high hopes on this, so its actually very surprising too. But however, might not make it thru the 2nd thou.. since the competition will be stronger with screening done. And moreover, there is still the 3rd and last interview... SO TOUGH!!

Monday was my bro's 28th birthday so mum actually bought a cheesecake for him, and we celebrated at midnight.. turned up that the silly candle (which u can see from the pic), is a trick candle.. so it just re-lit itself everytime we blew it off.. so funny!

As i have no business attire (it is stated in the letter that we must be in our business attire), yesterday went shopping and bought a black skirt at Seiyu.. I din't realise that business attire reli costs big bucks man! If normal circumstances, i wun even pay more than $35 for a skirt.. and that skirt costs $43.90! I haven got a blouse yet, intending to borrow from A.. actually saw one yesterday but also costs $40++ and I thought that was so EX!! cuz its just a normal short sleeve blouse and not from any brand which i know of, but it goes well with the skirt i bought lah!

Yipee... It's Friday~ TGIF! I alwaz loved weekends.. thou everyday seems like a weekend to me.. but it simply means I will have people accompanying me during weekends!

Going Genting 2moro!

Finali!! It's Tuesday 25th July! And Im going to Genting tomoro night! WaHaHaHaHa~
Dun miss me guys~!

No-life Saturday!

Why no life? GR had to work today so I stayed at home the whole day~
Hope he can finish his work tomoro so we can go enjoy Sunday!

Yesterday went to book the package for the Genting trip that we have been planning.. so i will be away from 26th night till 29th night.. AND.. here comes the problem.. I received JAL shortlist letter and its on 29th morning! Damn! Now the problem is.... I can't change the date of my interview and I wouldn't be able to come back on 29th morning..
The only thing now is.. to change the date of the genting trip.. which I reli dun feel like doing.
GR has already applied for leave and its not so nice to change, neither would I think he will want to come back a day earlier.
*SIGHZ*

LAst night went play pool at Bugis.. saw eha.. but dint managed to talk much cuz I had been waiting very long for the table until im a bit tired..

To eha: wanted to ask u to join our table, but found u gone after a while.. I got ur number from Ru and she gave me 2 numbers so i just msged on one of 'em, asking u to come back and join us if u dun mind.. but u dint reply so i guess i picked the wrong number.. hahaha..

its 10pm now, and Im kind of tired, wana sleep already.. GR haven finished hiswork yet.

KTV night + Last paper tomoro!

Celebrated yz's bday last sat night at orchard party world.. C was so nice, she cooked dinner for all of us.. and o and i skipped dinner that night cuz not time to eat.. so the dinner from C was just nice!

Had a really great time since I haven meet up with the K gang for really very long time already. Din't really sang much cuz dun feel like singing after not singing for too long.. and there were alot of "gao-shou" so dun dare to "ling jiao".

Tomoro will be my last paper for my course.. Wellness, or u may call it "management of personal lifestyle" - is part of my degree course in mass comm. How funny.. yeah.. thats how the module works. Anyways its the last paper and only weighs 25% weightage for the module, but i haven studied much.. oh rather.. nothing much for me to study oso, moreover, its MCQs.. so.. hahaha, I have an at least 25% of passing eh?

YAH I AM LAZY I KNOW, PERIOD.

My blue black seems to have washed out abit and the golden hair tone is stealing out of my head again.. but still not so obvious.. at least u can still see it's black. Pls pls pls.. make it last.

Went to remove some pigmentations yesterday.. was damn painful, but i do hope the spots are gone upon healing.

Wonder should I join the "Be a Star" this year? I mean.. last year was.. ehem.. fun > <

I can't sleep!

The time now is 1:50 am and i'm still not tired nor sleepy.. why? becuz i m too free and have nothing to do!

I just dyed my hair black 2 days ago so now i look really oriental.. (well, black hair is IN!) Skin looks fairer as well as my pupils looking black!

I sent in my application for JAL today.. yes! after a long long wait, finali they are recruiting.. keke.. one of my dreams is to get one of those uniforms.. not sure if its for the job though.. anyway, i had nothing better to do so try applying loh~

Met up with my Oceansky Ex-colleagues just now and we went for dinner at Tampines Mall's "Central". I love the Tofu with ba-hu there, too bad i forgot to take a pic of that.. but u guys can go try it someday.

Haven been to the movies for very long time.. i think the last movie i watched was... wah.. i reli cannot remember liao.. i think its "Cars".. yeap.. i think im quite definite on that..

wana watch Superman and Silent Hill.. heard Silent Hill is nice.. but im too broke to watch!! sighz.. comfy daze are over.. time to go kick some arse.

Job searching luck is still not here.. not yet to hear from any potential employers yet..
maybe fate has something else for me?

I'm NO born-scientist!!

I will be so disgustingly unhappy this week becuz i have to study for my upcoming environmental science exam, as well as doing the post assignment. Why will that be devastating for me? Imagine a person who have never passed a single science paper, and falls asleep (uncontrollably) during science lessons in high school.. how can she ever get herself interested in SCIENCE?

In fact, I HATE SCIENCE!!

Getting a tummy upset again.. must be the detox pills that im currently consuming.. my bro says its supposed to detox and we can be healthy again.. or rather, continue to be healthy.
And thus explains the tummyache.

~Toothache no more~

Rejoice! Im not having a toothache anymore.. but it's alwaz periodical and surgery is definitely one option i will consider some time later when i get a job soon.
Thanks, eha.. for the additonal info that i can go to a polyclinic first.. I went to the Ubi dental clinic and the extraction was $300 per tooth! I was shocked!

Sent out quite a few resumes over the past few weeks (in fact i think its only 1.5 weeks).. and i got a call from Today's Career regarding a position of Fashion Coordinator but then still waiting for the company to get back to them. Heard from the agency that it is a high-end fashion brand that actually keep tracks of customer's birthdays and organises fashion shows.. from my guess, it could either be LV, Gu**i or Pr*d*.. pray that i would be the lucky one.

This morning, i received a call from CHOMEL, they are considering me for a merchandiser position.. at least for their accessories range. I think that will be good.. anyways, the interview is tomoro afternoon so i need to get a nice skirt for the interview. I realised i do not have any good clothes for office and its time for me to get some.

Pray for me, guys... need a job real badly.

~At the lowest point of a roller coaster ride~

I terribly upset after hearing what my insurance agent told me about jk's (my ex) mom.
She was diagnosed to be in the 3rd stage of ovarian cancer.. I was shattered. So i decided to give him a call last night to see if he will want to tell me about it.. and much more to my surprise, he did and also told me that his dad is not doing well also. Apparently he is having heart problems and had stopped working for some time.

Life is just like a roller coaster ride.. ups and downs are just at a twitch on the eye. Anyways i have decided to visit them this friday.. haven reli told GR, but i think he will understand. GR will be on re-service till 2 weeks later so i have lesser time to talk to him or meet him up. Yesterday was out with my gals, so can't talk to him for long also.
We went to the bubble tea house at parco. it shifted a few shops and the place ambience is different too. For a while i thought the shop closed down.. luckily it is still there.
After dinner was dessert at Ah Chew's.. yummy.

I think my lower left wisdom tooth is popping out.. the gum HURTS! i feel like taking a knife and just cut open the gum for the tooth to grow out. ARGH!
Maybe i should consider surgery.. but im broke. Dammit.

Have to continue my job search again.

"Auntie visit" + Tummyache

I duno whether it is the bee hoon i had this morning or isit becuz of my period! having a bad tummy now.. already LS just now.. but still my tummy is rumbling.

jo is on her way to my house.. bringing her slayzie along.. keke.. bibi and cocoa's new fren~

Jet Lagging! I'm back~

Yes people.. finali im back home!

typing on my own keyboard.. feeling so "not used", and my room is quite dusty i think.. my own bedsheet seems like it has got germs and insects waiting to feed on me! im feeling itchy again~~

my dogs are happy to see me though! and the best part is.. they still remembered me! they were jumping high and low when they saw me opening the door and my cocoa cannot stop cuddling near me.. so touched!

i reached home on the 22nd monday morning at ard 2am.. had come back one day in advance. Din't managed to update my blog upon my stay at Banana Bungalow cuz the internet connection there is paid service and for every USD, i get only 12mins of connectivity.

Anyway, BB was a nice place to stay. i thought.. thou the first impression wasn't that good. *no elevator, no trolley, no aircon, no hairdryer! and the fridge and micro-oven is shared! anyway, might as well be it.. since we can get to see fellow stayers in the common kitchen and we get to know people there.. on the 2nd night, a New York guy named Patrick chatted me up and i was like "erm.. oh hi, nice to meet u".. and i walked away.. lol

the 3rd night (the last night), we have got 2 18-yr-old guys talking to us and they were so surprised that we can speak English fluently. One from Agentina and one from France > Nicholas and Charlie. Nic came to our room the day we left and we had some pics taken.. too bad Charlie was MIA and we dint managed to catch him before departure. (i thought Charlie was cuter :P)

We went to Universal Studio on Friday.. and i took pics with Marilyn Monroe, Spiderman, Shrek and Fiona, Van Helsing and Spongebob.. oh yah, and also the Lion from Magadascar.. so cute!

Im soooo tired now.. it should be 2am now in LA.. guess im still suffering from the jet lag! i slept at 11pm last night and woke up at 2am.. afterwhich i stayed awake until 5am and slept till 9am.. URGH!

AD came just now to exchange our pics.. and i got my LA pics with me finali.. cuz i had to upload all my cam pics to her laptop so as to save space to take more pics. Hooray! Will rename them later.. now too tired to think..

Dinner time! and im sooo hungry! Only ate beehoon at 10am till now.. so i better get something to chow.

*Disneyland Hangover*

tried to upload some more photos for u guys to view, but something wrong with the server..

After Disneyland yesterday, everybody (except me) fell sick!
*Becky was down with tummyache ever since yesterday, adeline is having headache today, and ah rong is almost bored to death becuz nobody entertaining her since all the rest are quite sick and im stuck to the comp trying to see all the pics taken yesterday and also renaming them.. :P

Hungry day today.. not going out so have to feed on my bread and maggie mee..
Maybe have to faster finish up our maggie mee, since we are moving out of Anaheim tomoro morning and shifting to Banana Bungalow at Hollywood~ Yipee!

Went to the receptionist to check out how to call out from the room and saw many rooms were evacuated! So scary, maybe we are the only ones that are still here in the motel! The motel was out of water from 12-4pm just now cuz they need to repair the water system and BK and AD had to bear with their tummyache cuz there is no water to flush off! hahaha~

Wanted to go for a swim at the pool just now, but the water seems "not very clean" and AD reminded me that my rashes are still active! Sighz.. The shuttle tomoro from Anaheim to Hollywood costs USD25! Duh.. we are supposed to arrange for pick-ups by Banana Bungalow, but then the number is not available. I was telling the rest, worst come, Banana Bungalow might not even exist! hahaha.. then we will have to sleep in the streets of Hollywood!

Jo forgot her beverage package when she left for San Frans so i get to drink those.. haha..
Ginseng coffee and milo and tea! Better send her an email later to see how is she doing now :)

*Disneyland Day*

Hooray~~~ I went Disneyland today!
Full of fun and laughter and the whole place is soooooo NICE and CUTE and BEAUTIFUL!
I took a total of 174 pics today, CRAZEE!

We reached the park at 8.30am and it was already quite packed, thou today is monday! AD was saying, how come Amercians no need to work one? hahaha, i do agree with that. We ended our Disney day at 8.45pm before it closed at 9pm. Still alot of nice places untouched by us and tomoro we are going back to the area to take the night lights there. By 7.30pm after the ending of the Disney parade, all our cameras' batteries are dried! We took a group pic with Mickey, Pooh, and Tiga, and i had individual shots with Minnie! keke.. The rides there were not as interesting thou i liked space mountain the most!

We are staying at Super Motel 8 Disneyland, and on last sat and sun, the fireworks are displayed right above our hotel! Too bad there is no fireworks on monday *_*

Time now 11.04pm, all of them asleep and the room is darn cold. LA is darn cold!

Last day in OKC

It's finali my last day here in Oklahoma! Not that im especially happy about leaving here, but rather, im just happy that we are going LA soon, and that oso means, i will be home soon!

Los Angeles, I'm Coming!!! :P

The time now is 5pm, armstrong is sleeping upstairs, jo and bk went to Penn Sq for some last minute shopping.. and i was supposed to join them, but later decided that i wana do my laundry instead. We are going to Im's place for potluck dinner at 8 later. Guess what we are bringing? Maggie Mee - Curry Flavor!

My things are mostly packed except for the clothes im wearing now and some toiletries which i still need to use tomoro morning. Taking the 8.55am UA flight and leaving the inn at 6.30am tomoro. Said bye to Sandy and Zap just now, will miss them, esp Zappy zap!

No shows on TV now.. boring! Just ate Curry Maggie mee for lunch, and cooked for armstrong as well. So later for dinner i think i will just pinch on the food that the others brought! kekeke.. we still have 4 boxes of Pizza left in the fridge! Maybe later cook and bring over to Im's place.

My rashes coming back today cuz its terribly hot today! luckily the hydrocortisone cream saved me from the itch. Worried that the weather at LA will be worse! God Bless.

Hopefully my luggages will not exceed 100lbs.. thou i thought it was already very heavy for me to carry.

Ran out of drinking water already and now cooking water from the tap. Actuali i dun like the tap water here cuz there's a wierd smell in it. Yeeks.

Last night we went to the Skybar at Bricktown to chill.. saw some funny people there and a few guys tried to get fresh with some of the girls that went with us. I only had 1 bottle of Carona and was extremely tired after midnight (sleeping time), so we came home at abt 1.30am.

Today is rest day. *yawn*

I Graudated Today!!

Phew~ Finali! After 2 years of gruelling lecture daze, WE GRADUATED TODAY!

Maybe all of us were too excited, many of the pictures turned out blurred! Even those which i took for others.. hahahaha, guess we weren't really concentrating when taking photos!

Early morning, we had to go chapel for mass! and so many people fell asleep while the priests are preaching.. i managed to keep myself awake, luckily!

After that we went to the Wellness Centre where the auditorium was and proceeded with the ceremony~ There were some really cute guys around and i managed to (or rather, jo managed to) have some quick shots of them while they were not looking! haha~! So so nervous when we were about to go on stage! All the other graudates have their friends and families here and so their cheers were loud, but for us Singaporean Students.. the cheers were vague~ but its 0k, cuz we are having our actual one at Ritz this coming Oct! Jo reminded, both our poly and uni grad ceremonies are held in Ritz! Wat a coincidence!

It was drizzling these few days and the ground at campus was really wet, so.. without much surprise, i slipped again and hurt my left knee.. (i slipped and hurt my right knee when i was in LA) So now i have bruises on both my left and right knee!! boo hoo~ I feel like im a bull in a China Shop!

The time now is 5.30pm and the rest are sleeping.. i just woke up an hour ago, still recovering from my sleeping lag~

Tonight we gona have a private party of our own~ the vodka we bought 2 days ago is to be finished tonight! hahaha, btw, its our last saturday here in OKC!

Harmon's house!

Just came back not long ago from our faculty dean's house.. her house was very very beautiful!
It's a cottage design and it is soooo cute! she dint even light more than 2 main lights in the hall and the rest of the house is lit by aroma candles! So romantic u just feel sooooo comfy inside and i could almost sleep there after 2 sips of white wine~ I gave the rest to Dickson cuz worried that i might get drunk.. (im not a good drinker) Harmon cooked us Baked Rice, Salad, Garlic Bread and Brownies (which i find too sweet!!)

Btw, i think i did mentioned about the dog living downstairs, Zap! Jo took a pic of me and him together and i have attached it on top! the wind is strong and both our hair is messy but hope u guys can still c the cutie cutie Zap with the tongue stick out most of the time. We saw him again today when we returned from campus and he was so excited, it ran all the way up to our house!

My rashes still itch like mad, and Mag says that it is due to the weather change and moreover we are entering summer here and still parting with spring, so its like Hot and Cold, Hot and Cold.. so our skin cannot take it~ and i think mine's worse! I smacked on lots of moisturiser after my bath just now~ hopes it recovers before i go LA, otherwise i cant wear the skirts i brought and bought! *scratching*

Been having flu ever since the day i stepped here and everyday i have to blow my nose.. lots of blood clots in my nosils.. maybe i blew too hard and it is bleeding already~

My face peeling is getting better since i applied my face mask just last night and bobby (my classmate) said that i looked like a ghaust!

BK bought a 6-pack Bud-light just now for only USD5.40! Darn cheap here to drink beer! But i have no intention of touching those! Thou i must admit it looks good~ :P

Ate my yellow pill and Vit C pills just some minutes ago and i feel abit drowsy now~

TV production classes were great! I enjoyed it very much, and we are having a role play tomoro and none of us know what role we will be playing! So excited and worried!! Better not screw up the whole show and save some faces~

We went to the Channel 5 station (Koco TV) and sat thru the whole noon news broadcast! after which, we took photos with the newscasters~ Isn't that cooL?

Ok guys, till now~

Take cares~

bad impression of MRI

*pictures are from Grapevine, Dallas.

Just got back from a shopping trip at Penn Square Mall~

Was super "disgusted" by the service that Marriott Residence Inn provided.
They say they could send a shuttle to pick us up when we are about to leave the mall, but turn out that when we called them at 6pm, they say that the shuttle is off service already and we have to take a taxi back to the hotel!
Argh~ another USD$20 gone from us (BK,Jo & me)! Its so annoying!! They did not tell us that the service will be off at 5pm and then they put the blame on us! Worse, when Jo tried to explain things to the receptionist, she actually say she doesn't want to argue with us! BURGH~

No much damage done today.. have spent almost USD1000 for the past week... and worst, i haven bought presents for my dudes yet! They are going to kill me will they??? :P

*Jokes of the day*

BK's England is Supper Powderful!
She claims "Cajun Grill" is "Caijun Grill", and insisted that the restaurant is owned by a hongkee! WTF?

wahaha..

Here's another one,

Addy says.. "How much did u pay for ur Pop-Eyes Meal?"

~in actual fact, its Popeye's.

Wahaha. :P

Guess those gals are getting crazy from the gruelling week and still adjusting to the jet lag!

almost hit by tornado!

Storms hits nearby states and luckily (or unluckily) dint pass by here..
if not then i could have taken a picture to show u ppl!

school was long today.. environmental science lesson was super boring, just like geography!
and i have never passed my geography!! Fell alseep in class a few times!

finally yesterday night i can sleep for a few hours.. hopefully tonight will be better.. :)
Very cold tonight, the weather here is super unpredictable! One day super hot then one day super cold!
Had a sumptous maggi mee dinner with salty big sausages, bland bak kut teh, and brocolli~

Hot day today!!

Time: 3.22pm
Date: 23rd Apr 2006 Sunday

Just came back from campus tour and also the Oklahoma City National Memorial & Museum. The memorial honors those victims that were killed in the 1995 OKC bombing..

Super hot today.. a complete contrast from yesterday! The hotel person told us that it hasn't been raining here ever since last october, and they are entering a Drought period! Less wonder why my skin got really bad and my lips are peeling.. jo has mouth ulcers.. ah rong looks moody.. everyone is almost not feeling okay... yet.

Later at 4pm, we will be going to Walmart to get our groceries. Meantime came back to catch some rest. My YO is MIA-ing since 9 hours ago. Duh!

My rashes is getting worse and itchy!!! URGH!
Frankly, i feel sick in a bad weather like this is.
Need to drink more water and catch some rest for now.

1st Day at Oklahoma!

Time: 11.30pm US time.

Still suffering from jet lag!
Reached here last night at ard midnight and check in took us another 30 mins so we finally get to rest at ard 1am.. cant fall alseep last night and end up sleeping the whole of today~

The flights were super long.. add up to almost 27hrs of flying time from SIN-JPN-LA-OKC. Never took so many flights in a day!
Saw a big contrast between SQ and UA.. the flight stewardesses from UA were "not-as-slim", *not-as-young", "not-as-demure" and er... auntie-like.. keke.. now i know why SQ is a 5-star airline.

Went to a nice restaurant opposite LAX yesterday while waiting for our domestic.. nice place.. uploaded the photos..

Marriott Residence is a nice place.. clean and beautiful rooms.. and the bathroom looks like it has just been renovated! :) the penthouse here is so big and spacious i think it can accomodate 6 ppl (it is double storey!!) beautiful!

Just went Denny's for Chicken chop and nachos.. the meal here costs ard USD10 on average. No food courts, hawker centers nor kopitiams here.. all fastfoods and restaurants. Nice n Big!

Missing my cocoa, bibi and my peers!

Wednesday already!

Time just zoom pass... its already Wednesday!

Went out with C last sat.. had coffee at TCC and i ordered their mango pudding! looks so good i cant help but post a pic here.

Sorry the pic is abit dark here.. have to make do with my handphone camera till i get another new phone.

Haven touch my post assignment yet.. keep procrastinating.... haaaa..

cleaned my cupboards this morning, find that it is too dusty!

Later could be going taka with my mum to fish for some Levis or Guess stuffs that she may need me to help her buy in the states.

counting down.. 23 days!

Yeah.. its 23 days to "say bye" to my darling doggies, frens and family!
Excited.. yet a little stressed.. im just worried i will miss home!

Just started to work on my philosophy project.. just started.. which means only the cover page is done.
hahaha..

im really turning broke man!!! how to survive with less than $1000 in my bank?
Luckily.. Mr Lee is giving us some Progress Package which can help me survive when i come back. Thankssss U.

J called me last sunday.. say wana meet up for Ktv.. so i told him that maybe when im free first, very busy lah.

Mum went taiwan.. so most of the time im alone in the house.. alot of household chores to do.. so tired.

30 days to go!

Finally i'm back to blogger.

Was very busy recently.. Have to book the air tickets and lotsa other stuffs to do before going to the States next month... i almost cannot breathe!

Anyway, the international flight and domestic are all confirmed already.
Phew~

Cocoa just pee on my bed!!! Argh!!! can't believe it!!
today i stained my jeans and now she pee on my bed! not a very good day for me.
Went to lodge a police report today.. have been getting alot of nuisance calls from D..
Police cant do much, they gave a report and ask me to go down to starhub to request for call barring.. duh! How many more people needs to know that im being harrassed by my ex-bf? its not very glamorous!

My fringe getting real ugly.. duno should keep it long or short?!
GR suggests i continue to keep it long.. but i just think that it looks heavy on me! Hm... any suggestions?

My relationship is going on well... happy till date. No updates.

好忙啊~~~~~救命啊 >_<

Let me list down..

1) PR campaign assignment.. due date 4th Mar
2) PR campaign exam........... due date 4th Mar
3) TV scripting module......... 10th Mar to 22nd Mar
4) TV scripting tutorials........ 23rd Mar to 28th Mar
5) Philosophy assignment..... due date 1st Apr
6) TV scripting exam............. due date 15th Apr
7) TV scripting assignment.... due date 15th Apr
8) Flying off to OKC................ 19th Apr

yes.. i do have some breathing space.. keke..

Just received Poh's email.. she's coming to Sgp his coming June!! yipee.. haven seen her for very long..
and just nice when she comes over in june, i will be back from US already!

meanwhile.. the most impt is.. to complete my assignments lah..
better get back to work.

PC crashes again!!

Yesterday went to visit my 2nd cousin cuz she had just given birth..the baby was cute.. obviously.. then they asked me who the baby resembles.. and i told a white lie by saying that the baby looks like the Dad.. which in fact.. i couldn't tell.. cuz infants to me look all the SAME.

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I cannot stand it anymore..!!! ARGH!!!

I have been trying to update my blog for the past few days, but apparently everytime i am finishing, this idiotic PC will just give me the F**king blue screen and i have to restart the PC again!

I duno how many times have i been trying to type this blog here and hopefully my PC doesn't give me the blue screen before i press on the "Publish Post"!

I have so so so much to say here and yet.. becuz of my anger and fustration.. i reli duno wat else to say!

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Went to try out the Luge and Chairlift at Sentosa today..
Luge was fun, but the chairlift?? DAMN!! I still cannot get over my height phobia~
I was almost screaming the whole trip and i think the family behind must have thought that i was crazy!

Haven started on my PR project yet.. think must start tomoro.. was thinking of doing on Escape themepark..
still thinking...

Planning to go Los Angeles to play after the 3 weeks study exchange at Oklahoma..
Wanna go Korea for Ice ski too.. so many plans.. but limited budget!
Argh!!! planning planning.. and planning SUX!
The girls are having some internal conflicts on where to go etc..
Cold war among themselves..

i dunno why i alwaz feel that im like the sausage in between the sandwiches..
Im sooooo torn apart~ wana keep away from these kind of "politics" man!!

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Philosophy lessons are finally over.. time to start studying.. next sat.. project dateline and exam!
dammit! Pull up my SOX harder!! Harder!!!

*音乐日记 3 review*

Just finished listening to the YES 933 音乐日记3...

Not that nice that i thought it should be.. but then i can find similarities in some of the stories..
i have a deep impression on the story 11 "四个月又二十一天"..
there's this phrase "我们一直维持着模模糊糊的关系. 偶尔我们会联络. 偶尔, 他会对我好一点. 偶尔, 我们会断了联系. 偶尔, 他还是一样冷漠."
Guys.. are u all like that?? What the hell are u thinking about?

There is another story.. about a gal who fell in love a guy. Unfortunately, this guy already have a Gf of 2 years.. but then later she decided that she is going to love him anyway.. and so the guy was also touched by her courage and reciprocate her love. So this guy has 2 Gfs for a peiord of 3 years.. Eventually, that guy got married with his Gf and so the gal decided to back of.. and all she got were Sweet Memories from that 3 years and a "Sorry".

That was sooo sad!

I really wonder if there is really such girls around.. they knew that the love brings no good ending.. but they choose to love anyway. Sometimes i wonder.. what is that guy thinking of..?
Sighz, so many questions to ask..

情人节快乐! (碰到烂情人)

我快发飙了!!

昨天本来是个开心的日子.. 有我最爱的tulips!
可是!! 却碰到好友（ＹＢ）和她的烂情人（我们就把他叫ＳＣ．．）！！
我和 GR吃晚饭，　然后约了ＹＢ和ＳＣ去喝酒.. 可是他们竟然骗吃骗喝!!　
当付帐的时候，　ＳＣ竟然用了多过三十秒的时间来找他的钱包！
结果ＧＲ只好乖乖付帐以便晚会大家的面子．．
后来，ＳＣ竟然就将错就错，　把钱包收会去～～～　也没主动要还ＧＲ，也没说谢谢！
啊！！！！　怎么会有这样的男人？？　ＹＢ真的看走眼，　还以为自己检到宝！
而ＹＢ也没说话～　
之后，　ＳＣ也没主动要送我们回家，　虽然后港离我家超靠近的！

算了．．．　真的算了．．　
算我没交过这个好友～

我真的觉得：＂可以没情人，　可是不要有烂情人！＂

** 我会好好的 **

各位!! 元宵节快乐!
我哥叫我和他们去"春到河畔".
可是因为去过了, 而且觉得没什么好玩的, 所以拒绝了他.

情人节快到咯~ 你有情人吗?
在你身边的那位, 是你最爱的人吗?
不管怎么样, 有情人好过没情人...

提早祝大家"情人节快乐!"

要幸福喔 *-*

最近爱上了一首歌, 正好表达了我心中的一些想法..


王心凌 - 我会好好的

我会好好的 花还香香的
时间一直去 回忆真美丽
我是想着你 一直想着你
你在我心底 变成了秘密

不要说你爱我 你想我
如果你的心里没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我
我知道了会很难受

我要你默默走 不回头
我会清楚明白你要的是什么
无须勉强的安慰我
说奇怪的理由

到现在还是深深的
深深的爱着你
是爱情的友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福
我知道它苦苦的

要给你远方的祝福
我知道它苦苦的

擒流感找上门~

- 2 weeks! and im still blowing my nose, coughing with a slight change in my voice~ sounding so "sexy"!! ARGH!! Stupid virus!! get away from me!

has been long since i updated my blog.. so much things have happened..
Chinese New Year.. post assignment dateline.. advertising exam.. new module of values & culture~
so busy.. so tired.. so sleepy.. no mood to write my blog.. im so sorry...

Here's what im listening to recently..

潘朵拉 - 张韶涵

害怕寂寞去爱没意义
因为无聊才爱更无趣
拜托你放开他 放开他 放开他 放开他
不然就来不及 no no
因为爱是彩色糖衣包装却没营养的药药! 药药
你越是提醒自己 心越是充满好奇 乱跳 却乱跳
爱是温柔幻觉一段换来心碎的抱抱! 抱抱
你不懂先爱自己他怎么可能爱你 乱叫别乱叫

隐形的翅膀 - 张韶涵

每一次都在徘徊孤单中坚强
每一次就算很受伤也不闪泪光
我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞 飞过绝望
不去想他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见每天的夕阳也会有变化
我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞 给我希望

* 我的新卷发 *

群众要求, 卷发大头照在此!!

再女性化, 也不忘要装可爱! 嘿嘿.. ..
其实我并没有让头发卷得太厉害, 因为怕怕会变成 auntie look~

今天回 P&G 找燕铃吃饭, 顺便让大家看看我的新造型.. 反应还不赖.. 只是大家都说不够卷吧... 午餐的鱼肉米粉竟然有 plastic sheet 在里面! 难怪现在肚子怪怪地..

好累哦.. 吃完饭后又跑去找 WS 饮茶.. 他连我烫发了都没发现! 哈哈~ 男人真的没观察力!

本来见面后是打算回家的, 可是看到 mango, 还是抵不过诱惑.. 进去走了一趟.. 买了一见T-shirt.. 还满适合我的新发型哦~ 不便易.. 要了我 $35!

该是时候停止再乱花钱了! 不然很快就要把前两个星期打工赚来的钱都花光了~
乖啦.. .. 别再买了!!

Impresario 2006 - Junction 8

都说做我妈和哥的家人很难了~

因为这些日子的心情很糟, 所以常常躲在房间里听歌.. 对家里的大小事物一概不理, 以免发生争执..
可是今天却因为一个忘了带钥匙的人而被责备说我整天关在房里, 所以他窍门窍了很久也没人帮他开门!
哇靠! 再这样下去, 我真的会发疯!

哎, 还是别说这些泄气的事了啦~

明天是GR的生日, 我会陪他去大巴窑剪头发, 嘿嘿.. 我顺便也想烫个头~
新造型哦! 大家请拭目以待!

今天去 J8 "impresario".. 拍了些照片..


最近都很爱听这首歌:

"~想念和失恋 如果说都需要练习
一次学会两种 也算好事情

谢谢你教会我 爱需要两颗心
谢谢你示范了 什么人该放弃
谢谢你提醒我 痛会唤醒勇气
谢谢你曾让我 这样的爱过你~"

*谢谢你让我爱过你 - S.H.E*

又在玩 hide & seek!

"你走向前 我看不见 你的思念
你和我之间 隔着一条界线 不曾有改变
在爱离开之前 能多苦 能多深 能多甜
距离是你走过我身边"

i'm not going to wait for his call anymore..
i'm not going to wait for his sms anymore..
i know what will happen next.

Today is reali busy.. work is so so so so hectic all the way until 5pm.
After a short chat with him at ard 10+am today, i have to hang up the call cuz i need to rush my work.
At 3pm i checked my hpn.. 3 missed calls.. all by him. Last call 1.45pm.
5.15pm i called his hpn.. ring a few times and was divert to his voicemail.
Good, we are at it again.. playing hide and seek. Our favorite game.
Yes, im sick of this already..
Yes, i purposely missed his calls, i was angry.. with him and myself, and everything.. because he simply can't stop mentioning his gf.. its alwaz his gf this, his gf that.. his gf is so pathetic, so victimised, and so i am not. Period!

Need to sort things out.. the next time i meet him.. i will ask..
i need to know.. what he is thinking.
If he wants to carry on dragging, that's it. I'm out.
TODAY, i have decided.. not to be a reserve player anymore.

* 情人节 = 自闭节 *

小小老婆 aka masapig.. 我想你~ 虽然你抛弃我去看燕姿的演唱会．．
啊鲁.. 我想你~ 虽然我忘记带你去逗风．．
eha.. 我想你也~ 田鸡粥要去 geylang 吃．．

人老了啦, 记性也变差了嘛..

那天我没去吃田鸡粥．．因为又被人放飞机．．　sighz~
结果留在家吃明星面，　希望吃了会变明星～

做人难,
做我妈的女儿难,
做我哥的妹妹更是难上加难.
动不动就对我吼．．　

情人节要到了.. 今年的二月十四是自闭节.
还是乖乖跟我的小狗们庆祝, 别多想了.

鼻子又塞住了.. 酸酸的, 又要生病了啦.吃了一颗"般那度", 可是好像没啥反应.
今天没人陪我去买新年衣服, 想一个人去, 可是想到面对人潮, 就不想了.

这两个星期都在工作, 所以不怎么够睡..
人也变的有点不耐烦, 很容易就发脾气, 所以不想和家人说太多话.
就一个人闷在房里听广播.
搞甚么?　连我也自闭起来了．

Frog Porridge!

Just reach home from work..

Ru, i did not lie to u.. i just forgot.. thats all.. hahaha.
anyway my bro coming back tomoro liao.. no more car to drive after tomoro's midnite .. have to wait till next time.. unless u wana meet me tomoro?????

Went to Mac to buy an apple pie.. and cooking barley now.. i can sense that the flu virus has already started to build up it's army in my body. Been caught in the rain these few days.. >_<

later going to eat Frog's porridge at Geylang! yummy!! @_@
althou now hungry le, but then for the sake of my frog's porridge, must 忍!

sneezing liao.. sick liao.. goooooood.

~ A day at Sentosa Day ~

Its a super duper coooooooold nite.

Brought my mum and cocoa to Sentosa after sending ah bi to the groomer.
GR went with us, and so did some of mum's frens..
Ah bi looks funny.. hahaha.. but decided not to leave her photo here yet. Needs to do some touch up.

Long time never go sentosa.. the beach looks different.. nicer.. and bigger.. duno why.
wanted to try the Luge.. but then cocoa is not allowed on board so we din't try that.
Will go back one of these daz to try it.

Bro went to HGK yesterday so i have been driving ard these few daz.. so nice. Haha.
Everyday go to different places for dinner! Yesterday was Bishan, today was Bedok 85..
Kekeke.. *_^
getting fat alreadi!!

Last night went to watch movie with J.. Nice movie.. meaningful.. Eh, the name is 情殿大圣.
U guys should go watch.. its funny. Esp Nic Tse and of course my fave Bo-Lin.. keke.. :P

Rainy Daze are here again!

View taken from my room~

Rainy daze are here again!!







大雨 就要开始... 呃, 错了! 应该说是:
大雨 为何一直不停地下
我的心 我的心已经完全地失去方向
带我到没有爱情的地方~ 呜哦哦哦~

it has been raining everyday!! no matter day or night!
and its so cold.. outside and inside.. my body and my mind~


gr and my mum playing mahjong outside lah.. (again)..
and me? trapped in my lil' room, listening to my fave JJ's Mp3..
"只是简简单单的爱过 我还是我
简简单单的伤过 就不算百活
简简单单的疯过 被梦带走
当故事结束之后 心也习惯一个人寂寞"

kekeke~ dunno when i will get sick of this song.. and of course other JJ's songs lah!
I particularly love the MV of "简简单单".. very cute JJ.. *_^

Now playing..
"我走向前 你看不见 真的遥远
就连叹息影子听见 也是无言
你走向前 我看不见 你的思念
你和我只间 隔着一条界线 不曾有改变"
*JJ - 距离*

it has been almost 10 hours.. after that last sms of " sweet dreams :P "..
and im waiting.. but sighz.. dunno wat is going on..
It's Sunday..
dunno lah.. dun wana think abt it.. lest my brain keep working.. on the wrong path..
maybe just take a rest..

why is it still raining..?
its soooo cold.

experienced a blackout just now.. whole house.
now everything back to normal..
if only my heart can blackout as well... ... ...

让我欢喜 让我忧 :(

天啊~

事情原来没那么简单~
以为快解决的问题, 在一时之间又变得更复杂!

男人心软,究竟是好还是坏?
拯救了她, 却牺牲了我.
如果喜欢一个人是快乐的, 为什么我会难过?
像她这样要回来的爱情 会长久幸福吗?


把爱放开 把手放开
如果你的心已不在
把爱放开 不再等待
你的温柔是一片空白
把爱放开 把心打开
这次我决定走出回忆重来
就让我彻底地伤再彻底地醒过来

我们的爱过了就不再回来
直到现在我还默默的等待
我们的爱我明白以变成你的负担
只是永远我都放不开
最后的温暖
你给的温暖

不要再问你是否爱我
现在我想要自由的天空
远离开这被捆绑的世界
不再寂寞

我不妒嫉你们快乐
虽然我人生因此有曲折

*雨过天晴*

等待也有收获的一天.

雨过也会天晴.

~ HaHaHa ~ ^@^

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~简简单单的爱过 我还是我~

我们都是泡沫 轻轻一碰就破
眼泪是爱的火花
昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
我什么都没有
我摊开了双手
你予取予求 直到你想自由
痛苦的时候 我不会闪躲
就像树叶甘心为春风吹落

只是简简单单的爱过 我还是我
简简单单的想过 就不算白活
简简单单的疯过 被梦带走
当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞

Happy New Year 2006! 新年快乐!

HaPPy NeW YeAr EvEryOnE!!!

It's a New Year now! Everything must start Afresh!! watever wrong things that happened must be erased..
Good things will come, good things will happen.. GOOD THINGS MUST HAPPEN!!

Sighz.. been feeling down recently. The time of the year.. festive season.. maybe one will tend to think more and more.. reflecting on what has happened on 2005 and what should i do on 2006.. will things get better? 2006 should be a turning point for me.. going to US in April, graduating in June, finding a job in July.. more and more to come..

hooked on to playing pool these days.. and i think im playing better.. keke..
hope that i can trash all the guys someday! keke.. wipe the smugs off their faces! HaHaHa!
Way to go! Way to Go~!! Aza Aza fighting!! Ganbade ne!

可不可以不做你的朋友?

慢慢失忆所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定在这个时候说我让你感动过

别握住我的手说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友

慢慢心痛没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我在这个时候对我比从前温柔

应该放晴的天气还下雨别这样下去
我难过但是说不出口

一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头

可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友