* 我的新卷发 *

群众要求, 卷发大头照在此!!

再女性化, 也不忘要装可爱! 嘿嘿.. ..
其实我并没有让头发卷得太厉害, 因为怕怕会变成 auntie look~

今天回 P&G 找燕铃吃饭, 顺便让大家看看我的新造型.. 反应还不赖.. 只是大家都说不够卷吧... 午餐的鱼肉米粉竟然有 plastic sheet 在里面! 难怪现在肚子怪怪地..

好累哦.. 吃完饭后又跑去找 WS 饮茶.. 他连我烫发了都没发现! 哈哈~ 男人真的没观察力!

本来见面后是打算回家的, 可是看到 mango, 还是抵不过诱惑.. 进去走了一趟.. 买了一见T-shirt.. 还满适合我的新发型哦~ 不便易.. 要了我 $35!

该是时候停止再乱花钱了! 不然很快就要把前两个星期打工赚来的钱都花光了~
乖啦.. .. 别再买了!!

Impresario 2006 - Junction 8

都说做我妈和哥的家人很难了~

因为这些日子的心情很糟, 所以常常躲在房间里听歌.. 对家里的大小事物一概不理, 以免发生争执..
可是今天却因为一个忘了带钥匙的人而被责备说我整天关在房里, 所以他窍门窍了很久也没人帮他开门!
哇靠! 再这样下去, 我真的会发疯!

哎, 还是别说这些泄气的事了啦~

明天是GR的生日, 我会陪他去大巴窑剪头发, 嘿嘿.. 我顺便也想烫个头~
新造型哦! 大家请拭目以待!

今天去 J8 "impresario".. 拍了些照片..


最近都很爱听这首歌:

"~想念和失恋 如果说都需要练习
一次学会两种 也算好事情

谢谢你教会我 爱需要两颗心
谢谢你示范了 什么人该放弃
谢谢你提醒我 痛会唤醒勇气
谢谢你曾让我 这样的爱过你~"

*谢谢你让我爱过你 - S.H.E*

又在玩 hide & seek!

"你走向前 我看不见 你的思念
你和我之间 隔着一条界线 不曾有改变
在爱离开之前 能多苦 能多深 能多甜
距离是你走过我身边"

i'm not going to wait for his call anymore..
i'm not going to wait for his sms anymore..
i know what will happen next.

Today is reali busy.. work is so so so so hectic all the way until 5pm.
After a short chat with him at ard 10+am today, i have to hang up the call cuz i need to rush my work.
At 3pm i checked my hpn.. 3 missed calls.. all by him. Last call 1.45pm.
5.15pm i called his hpn.. ring a few times and was divert to his voicemail.
Good, we are at it again.. playing hide and seek. Our favorite game.
Yes, im sick of this already..
Yes, i purposely missed his calls, i was angry.. with him and myself, and everything.. because he simply can't stop mentioning his gf.. its alwaz his gf this, his gf that.. his gf is so pathetic, so victimised, and so i am not. Period!

Need to sort things out.. the next time i meet him.. i will ask..
i need to know.. what he is thinking.
If he wants to carry on dragging, that's it. I'm out.
TODAY, i have decided.. not to be a reserve player anymore.

* 情人节 = 自闭节 *

小小老婆 aka masapig.. 我想你~ 虽然你抛弃我去看燕姿的演唱会．．
啊鲁.. 我想你~ 虽然我忘记带你去逗风．．
eha.. 我想你也~ 田鸡粥要去 geylang 吃．．

人老了啦, 记性也变差了嘛..

那天我没去吃田鸡粥．．因为又被人放飞机．．　sighz~
结果留在家吃明星面，　希望吃了会变明星～

做人难,
做我妈的女儿难,
做我哥的妹妹更是难上加难.
动不动就对我吼．．　

情人节要到了.. 今年的二月十四是自闭节.
还是乖乖跟我的小狗们庆祝, 别多想了.

鼻子又塞住了.. 酸酸的, 又要生病了啦.吃了一颗"般那度", 可是好像没啥反应.
今天没人陪我去买新年衣服, 想一个人去, 可是想到面对人潮, 就不想了.

这两个星期都在工作, 所以不怎么够睡..
人也变的有点不耐烦, 很容易就发脾气, 所以不想和家人说太多话.
就一个人闷在房里听广播.
搞甚么?　连我也自闭起来了．

Frog Porridge!

Just reach home from work..

Ru, i did not lie to u.. i just forgot.. thats all.. hahaha.
anyway my bro coming back tomoro liao.. no more car to drive after tomoro's midnite .. have to wait till next time.. unless u wana meet me tomoro?????

Went to Mac to buy an apple pie.. and cooking barley now.. i can sense that the flu virus has already started to build up it's army in my body. Been caught in the rain these few days.. >_<

later going to eat Frog's porridge at Geylang! yummy!! @_@
althou now hungry le, but then for the sake of my frog's porridge, must 忍!

sneezing liao.. sick liao.. goooooood.

~ A day at Sentosa Day ~

Its a super duper coooooooold nite.

Brought my mum and cocoa to Sentosa after sending ah bi to the groomer.
GR went with us, and so did some of mum's frens..
Ah bi looks funny.. hahaha.. but decided not to leave her photo here yet. Needs to do some touch up.

Long time never go sentosa.. the beach looks different.. nicer.. and bigger.. duno why.
wanted to try the Luge.. but then cocoa is not allowed on board so we din't try that.
Will go back one of these daz to try it.

Bro went to HGK yesterday so i have been driving ard these few daz.. so nice. Haha.
Everyday go to different places for dinner! Yesterday was Bishan, today was Bedok 85..
Kekeke.. *_^
getting fat alreadi!!

Last night went to watch movie with J.. Nice movie.. meaningful.. Eh, the name is 情殿大圣.
U guys should go watch.. its funny. Esp Nic Tse and of course my fave Bo-Lin.. keke.. :P

Rainy Daze are here again!

View taken from my room~

Rainy daze are here again!!







大雨 就要开始... 呃, 错了! 应该说是:
大雨 为何一直不停地下
我的心 我的心已经完全地失去方向
带我到没有爱情的地方~ 呜哦哦哦~

it has been raining everyday!! no matter day or night!
and its so cold.. outside and inside.. my body and my mind~


gr and my mum playing mahjong outside lah.. (again)..
and me? trapped in my lil' room, listening to my fave JJ's Mp3..
"只是简简单单的爱过 我还是我
简简单单的伤过 就不算百活
简简单单的疯过 被梦带走
当故事结束之后 心也习惯一个人寂寞"

kekeke~ dunno when i will get sick of this song.. and of course other JJ's songs lah!
I particularly love the MV of "简简单单".. very cute JJ.. *_^

Now playing..
"我走向前 你看不见 真的遥远
就连叹息影子听见 也是无言
你走向前 我看不见 你的思念
你和我只间 隔着一条界线 不曾有改变"
*JJ - 距离*

it has been almost 10 hours.. after that last sms of " sweet dreams :P "..
and im waiting.. but sighz.. dunno wat is going on..
It's Sunday..
dunno lah.. dun wana think abt it.. lest my brain keep working.. on the wrong path..
maybe just take a rest..

why is it still raining..?
its soooo cold.

experienced a blackout just now.. whole house.
now everything back to normal..
if only my heart can blackout as well... ... ...

让我欢喜 让我忧 :(

天啊~

事情原来没那么简单~
以为快解决的问题, 在一时之间又变得更复杂!

男人心软,究竟是好还是坏?
拯救了她, 却牺牲了我.
如果喜欢一个人是快乐的, 为什么我会难过?
像她这样要回来的爱情 会长久幸福吗?


把爱放开 把手放开
如果你的心已不在
把爱放开 不再等待
你的温柔是一片空白
把爱放开 把心打开
这次我决定走出回忆重来
就让我彻底地伤再彻底地醒过来

我们的爱过了就不再回来
直到现在我还默默的等待
我们的爱我明白以变成你的负担
只是永远我都放不开
最后的温暖
你给的温暖

不要再问你是否爱我
现在我想要自由的天空
远离开这被捆绑的世界
不再寂寞

我不妒嫉你们快乐
虽然我人生因此有曲折

*雨过天晴*

等待也有收获的一天.

雨过也会天晴.

~ HaHaHa ~ ^@^

-------------------------<--@

~简简单单的爱过 我还是我~

我们都是泡沫 轻轻一碰就破
眼泪是爱的火花
昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
我什么都没有
我摊开了双手
你予取予求 直到你想自由
痛苦的时候 我不会闪躲
就像树叶甘心为春风吹落

只是简简单单的爱过 我还是我
简简单单的想过 就不算白活
简简单单的疯过 被梦带走
当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞

Happy New Year 2006! 新年快乐!

HaPPy NeW YeAr EvEryOnE!!!

It's a New Year now! Everything must start Afresh!! watever wrong things that happened must be erased..
Good things will come, good things will happen.. GOOD THINGS MUST HAPPEN!!

Sighz.. been feeling down recently. The time of the year.. festive season.. maybe one will tend to think more and more.. reflecting on what has happened on 2005 and what should i do on 2006.. will things get better? 2006 should be a turning point for me.. going to US in April, graduating in June, finding a job in July.. more and more to come..

hooked on to playing pool these days.. and i think im playing better.. keke..
hope that i can trash all the guys someday! keke.. wipe the smugs off their faces! HaHaHa!
Way to go! Way to Go~!! Aza Aza fighting!! Ganbade ne!

可不可以不做你的朋友?

慢慢失忆所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定在这个时候说我让你感动过

别握住我的手说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友

慢慢心痛没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我在这个时候对我比从前温柔

应该放晴的天气还下雨别这样下去
我难过但是说不出口

一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头

可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友