Xmas Party 2005!

One day past Christmas Day.. and i can't sleep much these few days.. drank too much on xmas eve.. hangover yesterday.. today..

Went to watch kingkong with J last nite.. damn long show! 3hrs++!! almost died inside the theater.. More of a comedy to me than a thriller.. not too bad.. paying for a movie ticket to watch Jurassic Park, Congo, Faces of Death and Titanic (all in Kingkong)! Get wat i mean?

Had fun had fun.. This Xmas is Fun!! and the polariods are well taken and look sooooo nice!! Gifts i received: Wallet, Pouches, Makeups, Voodoos, Bearys, Chocolates, Cactus, CD parfum set, Necklace, Bracelet, Orange Adidas Watch!!
SOOooooooo000000OOOOO Happy!

Merry Xmas everyone! New Year coming soon!!

May all wishes come true!

** Blessings from Bess**

Lonely lonely XMas~

yeah yeah yeah.. cant stay in the temple anymore!! hahahaha... with so much romancing going ard me, and so many people telling me to get a bf.. i just wana hide below the xmas tree!

Maybe other than "All i want for christmas is you", i can sing another one..

"Merry merry christmas, Lonely lonely christmas..
想祝福不知该给谁 爱被我们打了死结
L0nely lonely christmas, Merry merry christmas..
写了卡片该寄给谁 心碎地像街上的滞雪

电话不接 不要被人发现我整夜都关在房间.... "

erm.. oops..

keke.. but this silent night, my frens will be coming to my house lah.. so im not alone actually!!

ahahaha.. anyway, there's a piece of consolation for Loners out there.. "its better to be alone on Christmas, than being with someone you don't like.. "

Yeah?? Agree with me pls..

Is Santa Clause coming to town? then will he be dropping by Jalan Tenaga? Ask him to drop me a good guy from Heaven.. Many many ThanxxX.

p/s: yeah.. green & red for xmas..too bad if it looks wierd.

*All i want 4 Xmas is U*

"I dun want alot for christmas
there is just one thing i need
i dun care abt the presents underneath the christmas tree...

... im just gona keep on waiting underneath the mistle toe...

... make my wish come true
baby, all i want for christmas is you!!!"

Milo... ... unwanted, again!

~ lil' cocoa in her LIVEROO jersey ~

Not a so good day for me!
WS called me this afternoon, just as i was leaving for skool. R & J can't keep Milo! Sighz.. poor Milo needs new owner again.. Its going to be her 5th home, from her abadoned home, to mine, to R&J, and to the Pet's shelter and then to a new owner. Some dogs just have it bad.. I cant keep her either.. toilet is reli a problem.

Today's the start of a new module today.. PR campaign.. life's tough! Cant get enough rest.. had been falling sick these few days.. down with flu. Everyday seems so hectic, skool's so far.. politics in class.. seems like im falling apart! Humans, they are such complicated animals!

Cocoa has got a mini cut on her paw.. no wonder she has been limping these few days.. i still thought that its her leg that has been broken! Blessing in disguise, u may call it.

Looking for a blog hosting that can have music.. any ideas?

Yesterday went to Tampines Century Sq to watch "Perhaps.. Love". erm okay.. not too bad.. seems to me a mini chinese version of "Moulin Rouge".. but Takeshi is damn kakoii! Hmm.. makes jacky chueng look bad when standing beside him.. haha.. *no pun intended*

Hungry now.. althou ate mum's home cooked rice just now at ard 7.30pm, but hunger strikes again.

Oh yah. did i mention cocoa has a new haircut? damn cute.. and skinny.. hahaha.. malnutrition dog!

Skool is killing me!

Skool has been hectic!! Matt Hamilton has been giving us lots of things to do and there's barely any time to breathe! Sighz.. until today, finali can get to sing ktv after skool.. but tomoro onwards gota be hectic again! Need to work on our advertising campaign and present by saturday?!! Jeez...

Cocoa and Mocha going for their sterilization this thurs.. not feeling very safe abt that~

Last friday Cocoa tried out the sunglasses at Pet's Safari! She looks cute loh but she dun even dare to move a single inch after wearing~ hahaha.. still the good old cocoa~

BAd Dream t0day!

14 more hours to skool!!

Eha, i cant view ur blog.. do u know why??
Sighz.. yeah.. cold weather is alwaz nice for sleeping.. but as usual.. it took me 30 mins to cultivate the sleeping mood last nite!

Cant believe it!! Had a very bad dream this morning! Rather not tok abt it.. fancy dreaming about someone i least wanted to dream of~ luckily i managed to pull myself out of that dream!

Milo is currently at boarding in a Pet's Hotel.. my fren's mum has been complaining abt her pissing all ard the house, so they are sending her to hotel while waiting for obedience class to start. Poor Milo.. Confined!

Guess wat.. im listening to Jay Chou again! hahaha... till the day im sick of it!

Wonder if i can get to see my 小王健复 tomoro?

~Trying out my little red hat~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~this is how i will look when painted ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It's raining outside.. and im listening to Jay Chou's "枫", one of my fav tracks from "November's Chopin"~

I'm sooooo bored~ 1 more day to advertising module! gota go get my text on thurs afternoon before my lesson at 2pm.. Sighz.. have to spend $40 again! and then have to pay the summon soon.. $100!! OMG.. wat luck! >_<"

I have already learnt to take things ez.. cuz there are alwaz ppl who promised to call but never call.. im so so so sick of people like that! Maybe they enjoy keeping other ppl waiting~ Getting used to it.. feeling used.. but soon it will be history~ Yesterday went dinner and some shopping with GR.. spotted a pair of pink boots from U.R.S.. very nice! and so comfy to wear .. but costs $119! I only i dun have to pay summon .. .. .. if only.. if only.. if only i knew things will turn out this way.. if only i can prevent it.. .. feeling ignored these few days by a few ppl~ dunno why?! 人缘差.. or maybe i think too much..

anyway, i bought a pair of sandals (again!!) at TPY.. erm.. silver pair of sandals.. (i dun have mah!) at least make up for that pair of boots which i can't buy!! at this, now playing is "珊瑚海".. another of my fav tracks..

tomoro (have been over-using this word..) reli have to start posting all my other auctions stuffs to sell, otherwise my room is becoming more and more like a karang guni room! full of clothes (other ppl's!).. anyway, i oso haf a feeling that my wardrobe is bursting! so little space left for me to even take out my clothes.. dammit! Too many things.. too lil' space~ @_@

have to learn to sleep early.. my dark eye rings getting bad! cool weather tonite.. sleeping early should be ez.. unlike the rest of the nites.. took me at least 1 hr of cultivating the sleepy mood.. my brains just wun stop working and thinking.. thinking abt what if's and what's not..

*失去你 泪水混浊不清 失去你 我连笑容都有阴影*

*被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我*

*海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外*

明天会更好! *_P

New Home for lil' Milo!

Milo has found a new owner!!!

Becky called me on Sunday to say she wana adopt Milo.. but after coming to my hse yesterday, she decided not to. But the thing is, i reli need to send Milo away by last nite, cuz bibi reli dun like her and keep "quarreling" with her. So no choice... since WS suggested sending her to a pet's hotel then we decided to get on with it.. so together with becky, adel and WS, we embarked on our journey!

Upon arriving "Clinic for Pets", the vet told us that Milo is not authorised to board there, since she has not received vaccinations before. The #%$^$#% receptionist told us to vaccinate her then bring her back one week later for boarding.. ??!??!??!!! I think she is not really understanding our plight.. anyway, WS managed to get his fren to take care of Milo for the time being so we sent her there.

Yesterday at the Pet's Clinic then i realised that Milo is only 3-months old puppy!! and she has already grown so big?! OMG.. the vet says she will continue to grow bigger and bigger.. wow.. i wonder how big she can get?
Luckily i think that the Milo's new owner quite liked her.. but expected, since i think Milo is reli very cute!! But too bad i cant have 3 dogs in my flat!! 2 is already illegal~ *shhhh... (pls keep it a secret)

Milo is so cute.. when we r sending her away, she must have sensed it cuz we put her in a cage and while i was driving, she was looking at me pitifully.. a little sadness in her eyes.. dun ask me why i know.. i just know loh.. the 'Dog Owner's Instinct'.

I think Milo must have felt sick in the car.. or maybe due to my poor driving skills.. she vomitted twice in the cage when i was driving!! We had to wash her in Thomson Plaza's toilet before bringing her to see her new owner.. Her new owner apparently likes Milo very much, as the first thing he did was to hold Milo in his arms and play with her.. and Milo oso looked comfy and safe.. When i was leaving her in the arms of her new owner, i think she cant bear to leave me cuz she immediately jumped off and chase after me.. make me feel so so so so so SAD x 10000 times! But i have to leave her all the same..

I started to miss Milo once i left her, and when i came back, bibi was like sniffing all over me and glancing ard to see where her "enemy" was.. after a while, she realised that Milo was gone and i can even hear her give off a sigh of relief (oops.. im beginning to humanize my dogs again)..

I miss Milo when i pee, cuz she will alwaz stand up and rest her front legs on my kneecaps when i pee.. but now.. she's not there.. nobody to peep me when im sitting in front of my PC.. no one kissing my toes.. I MISS MILO!!

Stop biting, Milo!

noti MILO biting my slippers!

Kelian = Milo!

new name for Ke-Lian is MILO!!

I found a DOG!

Ke-Lian with that "kelian" look >>> >>> >>> >>>

Yesterday's paper was a relief.. luckily i managed to answer most of the question.. After that met up with WS, bought Zara jacket and ate Haagen Daz, the tried out his new mazda 3. Cool, but i almost scratched it, haha..

Last nite when i was coming home, I saw a doggie run across the road into the multi storey carpark in front of my block. I quickly followed it in the direction it ran to and i realised that it was a very cute jack russell. She was very scared and was hiding beneath one of the cars. Luckily i had WS with me and i had some pellets samples which the dog food supplier gave to me to try for my dogs.. (such a coincidence that i went to buy dog food yesterday!). So i asked him to look after that jack puppy while luring it to come out and eat the pellets while i go upstairs to take my leash.

Apparently she was very very skinny and probably haven eaten for the whole day already. She ate the pellets tastily and after that i brought her upstairs and fed her with water and more dog food (solid gold can food)! She was very and keep prancing around! When she was done, i brought her downstairs again in serch for her owner but im so disappointed to see that no one is looking for their dog!! After an hour of walking ard and waiting, i have no choice but to bring her home with me.

I did not want to keep her outside my flat but was worried she might be sick and will pass the virus to my doggies. So i bathe her before letting her roam around my house. I think my doggies were not very friendly cuz they were circling her and din't like her much (maybe they thought i brought back a new puppy).Much as I love to, i can't keep her as i already have 2 doggies at home, and my mum doesn't look too please with my "charity" act.

Hereby, i would like to post a notice to all the pet lovers here! Pls contact me by leaving me an email @ twinkyangel@hotmail.com if you:1) are the owner of this jack russell and would like to have her back2) are the owner of this jack russell and would not like to have her back and need me to help you look for a new owner 3) know who might be the owner of this poor doggie, pls inform him/her to contact me4) are willing to adopt this very very cute puppy here.

I will be keeping her here for at most 3 days and if there isn't any response then i will send her to SPCA, at the RISK of them putting her to sleep.

Pls, pls, pls help in whichever way you can, because i really do not wish to put her to sleep.Posted is her foto.. I named her "Ke-Lian" as in "pitiful" in chinese.

I'm extremely Cranky!

foolin' ard after finishing my assignmentS~

Clapbangkiss??

Was searching on Yahoo Sg's Website when i saw under the hot topics "Dawn Yang aka Clapbangkiss". Curiousity got better of me and i decided to click on it to see wat the name was all about. Yeah, she is the hottest blogger in Sg. Read thru her blog, found so many pretty knock-out fotos, really makes me wonder if heaven is fair~

She has got her fair share of publicity and yeah, infamous fame.. whether or not she went thru plastic surgery, she is a sweet young thing alrite.. and gals should be jealous or u may think envious is a better word. Wahaha~ If only i have the $$ and courage!

Finally finished both my assignments and time for me to catch some healthy air.

Handed in my assignments thru the electronic paper submission turnitin.com. Was amazed and shocked to realised how this thing works. Firstly, u sign up for ur own account, then u select the class (already pre-set by our prof) and then submit your assignment. Within minutes, the database in turnitin can tell u how many % of it is plagiarism. I got a 22% for my 1st paper, and 68% for my 2nd! I can almost hear a nerve breaking somewhere in my head! I don't remember cutting and pasting the whole shit of info into my essay.. i mean.. i did rephrase it! Damn.. wat am i gona do?

anyway.. to f**k with it, since i have already submitted and its too late to do anything now. I better start on my 2 texts soon. A total of 1100 pages to memorise!

Fav photo with Ceci!

one of my fav photos taken with cecilia~

-_-'''

do i see some crows flying over my head when u r telling me a really cold joke?

Thanx Gals.. for reading my blog!

surprise surprise!!
thanx mandy, joyce and ru for leaving your comments on. dint realised those comments until i came online to view my own blog just now~

well, he is NOT a LIBRAN but i guess some guys are reli bad at making decisions when it comes to relationships. And i think the right thing to do is to step aside and watch..

last week after my dilemma, i went to bugis to pray pray and 求签 from the 观英庙. Guess wat, it was a good one. Even the buddha told me to stay cool.. so i guess i shouldn't trap myself into something which i can't handle. yes! it will come.. i have to stay cool!

Mum got a few kakis playing mahjong outside, so now im trapped in my room, actually wanted to start on my assignments but guess have to delay a while since i have to update my blog.. (gosh, wat the hell am i toking abt?) my exam is this sat! POLITICS!! I'm fainting... ...

Porridge for lunch again.. dinner unknown.. as usual~ and my dogs are barking.. have to shut them up now.

** Aza aza Fighting **

finali got the mood to write my blog..

this afternn went singing at partyworld chinatown with gr, his sis, and his fren..


and my ruru went hgk yesterday.. she is online now.. reading my blog and complaining why i never include her in my blog.. ok lah.. since thats the case!!

Ruru.. i miss u ar!! Ah bear wait for u to come back faster!!
dun forget, if people scold u then dun get upset k? cuz stupid ppl never filter their words when they speak wan.. so its their problem, not urs!
and if u never filter the words that gets into ur ears, then its ur fault..
aza aza fighting!!

Boy band kills!!

!
finali got down my research!!

Went to tampines regional library just now.. did alot of research on F4 and boybands.
Wakauz. nowadays libraries are so high-tech.. we no longer need big telescopic machines to help us view microchips of past newspaper articles~ now its all on web!
We can even search by topics.. and by publication.. worldwide~ Globalisation power is great!

Very tired actually.. was caught in the rain on my way back.. luckily wasn't too bad.. just some drizzles thats all.. but im so scared i will fall sick! i still need to go campus this friday to see my 大白脸 aka 小王键复!

Cocoa becoming more choosy nowadaz.. dun wana eat her dry food at all.. and we have to cook her rice and veges, and must not be too hard, otherwise she cant bite~ think something is wrong with her teeth.. poor gal.

i finali bought my pair of black shoes last sat.. yingbing went with me.. and we took very nice neo prints! but after that her bf came.. and i dun feel comfy so i went off.. keke.. was trying the shoes just now, mama came in my room and say that pair of shoes are worn by "old virgins!" 老处女.. haha~

i love "隐形人"!

I'm soooooooooo bored!!!!

i have 3 assignments to hand up by nov and then my exam is just 2 weeks away and im still in holiday mood!

Just digged out all my bro's Fortune and Times mags so that i can find related articles for my assigments.. but its so dusty and i haf already bathe! reli hate to dirty my hands!

Our tutor, Omar, made us go to the national library this morning to do research for our assignments but i dint managed to find anything loh~ the place so damn big! makes u lose the determination of finding the books u want! Sighz.. dun even know tomoro wana go to the tutorial anot.. never did anything yet~ no homework go there like abit lame rite?

i wana buy a pair of black shoes but cant seem to find any nice ones! today is a "cant find anything" day.. tomoro is a "dunno wat can i do" day.. oh yah, btw i bought Stephanie Sun's new album today.. the album was not bad for the first few songs... but the last few songs not that fantastic.. but i especially like the 3rd song "隐形人", becuz i like that part "多想化成隐形的人 掩饰我伤痕... ... 多想化成隐形的人 隐藏我的泪在翻滚... ..." there are reli times that i wished i can become invisible so that ppl wun see the sadness in me..

my Cute Christian~~

Managed to find out from Tee that Christian is only 27yrs old! haha.. but Tee says that Christian tends to have a child's temper at times.. haha.. yah.. he does look like it! Cute guys can have little temper.. they are entitled to it.. Gonna miss all of them.. Tosten, Dirk, Oli, Olaf and even Wolfgang (thou he likes to spotcheck us).. heehee~

I got my pay today.. Mag came down to collect from them and pass to me at once.. gave 10% to mama (MST : Mother Service Tax) and gona pay for cocoa's grooming expenses tomoro.

Yen just came to pass me her fren's clothing.. haven see yet.. cuz feeling giddy n having flu, so dun wana touch fabrics.. i ask yen to try pulling cocoa to go home with her, even using food as bait.. but loyal cocoa still wana stick with me... what a very good girl..

ok lah, gona go take a rest soon.. my nose not functioning well.. its lazing on its job... again.

Last day at Expo! Sadness~

So fast! Its going to be my last day tomoro at the expo fair!

Oh... I dreaded for time to pass, but now im feeling a little bit upset and i reli cant bear to say bye to the guys! they are jut so irrestiably cute and fun to be with! sigh... tomoro jo is not working, so angeline will be replacing her..

Tosten (my little moustache) and Olaf (my fat Hitler) are so nice, gave us a SAHM goodie bag (hahaa, the tee is too big for me) and $50 bucks tips!! They reli so generous! I mean, we are paid well already.. but they just think we have done a very good job! hehe.. pls.. dun treat me so well.. i wun bear to leave u guys!

Sighz.. the phrase goes "you wun realise the greatness of something until u r about to lose it.." is reali so darn true!! I dun think we will ever get a chance to meet up those guys again! They reli took great care of us these few daz and thou they say we r their sunshine.. i think it is the other way round! Thou Jo and me often complain abt their "tee-ko-ness" (of cuz secretly), but actually they are reli interesting people! Maybe its just a culture shock~ (i mean if a Singaporean man wink at you, of cuz u will think he is a pervert) and moreover, they are.. well... a little bit touchy... but i think.. dun mean any harm~

Counting down to the last few moments to sadness.... ... ...

Nice dinner at Clarke Quay!

the Serious, Cutie and Notie~

Bill Clinton Lookalike, Potter's fren & Blushy!

Just came back from Clarke Quay - A very sumptous dinner at Peony Jade Restaurant. The dinner costs our boss $1.95k!! omg! i think that restaurant is reli "kill people put fire".. Most prob becuz most of us are angmos.. so they reli grab this chance to "chop"!

Actuali Jo and me had only decided last minute that we wana join them for dinner, as we dun reli know then very well and its a little awkward for us to go.. but come to think of it, luckily we went.. otherwise we will never realise how cute this Germans/Austrians are~ Too bad Potter's fren wasn't on our table, otherwise it will be more fun!

So tired after 4.5days of working at the Expo! My feets are complaining already!! I think they are going to go on strike tomoro!

Beta get to ZZzzz soon, otherwise wun be able to wake up early tomoro!

My friendster acct was deleted by dunno who??!!

Damn! Did i mentioned that my friendster was deleted by duno who??! Created another account and was trying to add frens but its soooooo damn slow lor!

Last Sat night went to angeline bdae... have posted the pic here.. wah, the condo she lived in is so damn nice! got so many pools.. and got jaccuzi too! We bought her a red color adidas retro watch, the one which ru and yb bought for me, cept for mine is white! and holly shit! that day i went to try clothes forgot to take it off, now got a little black stains on it already!! so damn angry with myself!

Okay lah.. gota continue watching my 皇太子的初恋 already! 车太贤! here i come~

its reli ridiculous!

hi there, whoever is looking at this blog~ im finalli back again to update my ridiculous short stories!

This posting is reli a ridiculous one! Cuz so much things had happened these few daz that i dun even know which one to write first.. haha.

Okay lets start from Last thursday. It was my semi-finals at partyworld, and i din't reli performed up to my norm standard.. think i was too nervous and even the mic shook in my hand! haha... well, im glad that i have supporters there! My every-day supporters Lu and YB lah.. even my mama and frens, as well as my becky and ah rong. Under-performing is not the main issue here. My bro took 7 of us in his kangoo and the tyre burst in the middle of ECP, Nicoll highway! hahahaa!! funny right??

So yesterday i have to miss lesson to help him fix car, since there was nobody else to blame except me. If only i dint have the comp and dint ask him to come fetch, none of this would have happen rite? so yah.. i took the blame for it loh.

Anyway, although the car broke down right inthe middle of ECP, it was a memorable nite nevertheless.. haha.. managed to see the pics that ru took on the highway.. nice wor! reli a blessing in disguise! The broke down somehow managed to take over up my disappointment in my own performance that nite. Amazing! Hahaha...

Just went campus this morning for lesson, did my presentation and later going to angeline's bdae party.

* My 24th Birthday!!! *

Hey.. It's ME birthday today! finally turing 24 liao.. sighz..
unwillingly but cant help it.. my birthday wish..... secret.

yesterday had great fun with the gals.. singing, cooking, joking, crapping, eating etc.. and most importantly, ah lu made me 2 little cakes! One oreo cheesecake (my fav), the other one.. hm i think its chocolate mud pie or something like that..
the oreo cheesecake not sweet enuff but still taste good.. i just had a slice when i reach home from from skool just now..

tired.. just drank the tomyam soup from last nite.. now stomache.. just lao-sai oso.. burning sensation in.... er... stomach lah..

this thursday is my semis at partyworld. a little nervous but looking forward to it.

XXX asking me whether the guys did msged me happy birthday anot! Damn pissed! Shouldn't he know what should he do to stay clear of my biz! argh.. dun wana tok abt it~

think i go get a cold drink.
wana go sleep le!

Full House.. in full speed~

Just came back from my "mailing trip" at Eunos.. Finali managed to sell at least 5 items this week.. Mama went JB ard 11am so when i woke up, there's nothing to eat. The mix-veg rice got too much rice and too little gravy leh.. so i dint finish eating the plain rice and fed to cocoa and bibi instead..

Yes.. I dun understand what am i doing here when i should be reading up my book and doing my essay.. seems like my soul haven come back yet..

looks like im only 1/4 thru my essay.. dunno how to put my thoughts in words..

the only concern in my mind now is to finish watching "Full house".. and ru's colleague haven return her!! sighz... lee yong jae ar.. min yok shee ar...

I just vacuum bibi's and cocoa's sleeping nest.. so much fur around! this morning when i woke up, i found a fur on my eye lash! OMG! dunno wats wrong with them, kip shredding fur! must have eaten too salty food!

alrite.. gota go and make myself a cup of nice campbelle soup!

Lee Yong Jae!!!! Sarang Hae!

Finalli.. with the help of ru, i managed to get Lee Yong Jae on my blog! Yahoooooo!
Waiting.. waiting.. im still waiting for disc 15-24 to come! and i cant wait animore! dying to watch!!! heehee... into dorama mood nowadaz.. and exam is on friday! not to mention a 2,500 words essay to be handed up!

Actualli i am bz.. but i think my soul left my body.. have to wait for it to return before i set my heart to my studies!